【Once again.】

So, once again, I should be studying. But it doesn't matter. Or does it?

It was the same for last semester, and it is the same for this semester as well.

I question myself. What am I studying for? A well-paid job? Am I actually learning something?

Perhaps it's time to change my way of thinking. I should really start to study for the sake of learning. 

"Life is short. Make the best out of it." I wish I could. Or rather, I wish I had the courage to "make the best out of it". Sometimes I underestimate myself. 

Finals will start in five days' time. Will I even remember what I have studied once they are over? I do not have the answer to that. 

Haha. Perhaps I didn't make the effort to remember in the first place.

Sigh. I should make use of the year-end break and thoroughly reflect on my life. Hopefully when I'm back in uni next semester, my life will be sorted out properly. Or at least, some parts of it.