Tuesday, 19 November 2013

【Final.】

The end. (?)

Today marks the day of my last undergraduate paper. Since I am not planning on pursuing Masters/a second degree or anything that qualifies me as a "student", this means that I am done with my "student life".

Soon enough, I will be stepping into society, the place where I spent years studying/researching about - only to realise that at the end of it all, the only effective way of understanding it is to experience it myself.

Being 21 makes me feel like I'm not ready to go "out there". I wish I could spend more time "preparing" myself (technically I could), but it would sound like an excuse for my unwillingness to work and endure the hardship that potentially comes together with it.

On the bright side, at least people who work have something to look forward to at the end of every month. Lol.

I don't know if the feeling of nostalgia has settled in yet - right now I am just physically and mentally exhausted, and my mind is wandering aimlessly into various thoughts about the past, present and future, though none of these thoughts have actually gotten anywhere.

This is it then, I guess.

I bid farewell to myself as a student, and I pray that God will continue to guide me as I take a step of faith into the uncertainties looming ahead.

I started this blog around three years ago, when I was still a freshie in university. Man...a freshie. Time. Seriously. Flies.

It's a good time to place a full stop with this post - there is much significance in it. Haha. My journey throughout university, full of ups and downs, ends here, on this blog, floating in cyberspace. Maybe every now and then I will come back, read through my previous posts, and realise how much I've grown over three years. Yup, maybe I will.

Oh the nostalgia.

Farewell.

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